I don't know where i should start. Many things are on my mind, spinning around. With the cramp i am having right now isn't helping me at all, in fact they are making the matter worst.

Like seriously. I know, people change, like everyone change so do i, yes i admit. Well i don't know why you change in the blink of an eye. No i'm not blaming anyone here just that i can't face the fact that you are actually changing like fucking i don't know how to describe.

No i'm not moving on. I need you and no one else that i want to be with beside you. I don't care if there's any other guys wants me because in my heart, you stay. I know you will move on like a thunder because for what i think, you has already have someone new/old in your life.

I seriously can't face the fact that i see with my own fucking eyes both of your pictures like seating beside each other. Yes i admit that i am actually fucking jealous and i know you know that. Whatever i say to you i know, it doesn't bother you much. I know whatever you say that came out from your mouth you don't mean it. Macam layan kan gitu.

Stop saying i'm a nice person and i don't deserve a person like him. Alot of people been telling me that. Even the person who i use to be with say i'm a nice person and such. Now tell me, what's so nice about me that i don't deserve him? Tell me please. Doesn't mean i'm like fucking nice person and i can only deserve a fucking nice guy. Don't talk crap please.

Again i'm telling to who ever who ask me to move on and forget him, i am not moving on as i only wants him and no one else. I don't care if it takes forever for him to know that i really love him. I don't care if his attitude sucks to the core. I don't care if you think i'm nice and i don't deserve him.

For what i know, this heart of mine only belongs to you. Period.