Its 9.12 in the morning and i am not late for school today, like at last gituu :) hehehe.
Well, i sleepover at my cousin house yesterday and i had a hard time waking up and at that point of time, i feel like to just shut down the alarm and continue my beauty sleeeeeeeep. But no no, i didn't.
For the past few days, i've beeeeeen downdowndowndowndown and i know its my fault, my dear and i'm sorry and i'm regretting for what i've done. Yes i know its my mistake and i'm the one who create all these mess and i'm so stupid for doing so. Its been days since i hear you voice, its been days since i last got a text from you, its been days since i last met you, and i fucking miss you. I don't wish to drag this matter. I'm sorry, i'm fucking sorry. Please honey, i wish to see my phone beeping and there's you name blinking on my cell phone and i will be the happiest girl on earth. Every morning i wake up, i always check my phone and hoping there's a message or a miss call from you but i was wrong. Every night before i go to sleep, hoping you will call me or message me, but i was wrong. I always fall asleep with my phone on my hand and hoping there's a incoming messages or incoming call which is from you, but i was wrong. I guess i put on too much hope for you to take your phone and Dial my number. My phone doesn't seems to be busy nowadays. You always ask me to find other person just because you're busy and i always say no because why? Because my heart only yearn for you. You know that i can't carry on without you and you know, at the end of the day, you're the one that i want to be with. Yes, i'm love you this much but i wonder do you?
Urrrghhh, no what? My teacher is nagging all the way at us, and i don't like to hear any blab in the morning. Kay lar, want to concentrate in class. Kay nooooo.
Nak aidil! Nak aidil! Nak aidil! Nak aidil azmi larrrrrr! Grrrrr.
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