Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I take a step back


Sorry for not updating this blog of mine as i was busy and will only be back home as early as 1 in the morning. Only today i decided to be good and not slack and went home :)

I have a couple of issue to touch on but will not let everything out here, of course. I just simply don't understand why a lot of my friends has been asking me to break up with my boyfriend when they already know that in this relationship, break up was the very last thing on my list. Yes i know most of you say he not worth you and i know that you guys want to see my happy and not getting hurt. I never ask for this to happen. All this are challenges from the one above and i know i have to be strong to face this. There is always a solution to every problem, true enough? But i guess, we are fine right now. Somehow or rather, my instinct told me exactly what the guest has left behind at my tag board. Maybe its true, maybe it just another blab stories, i don't know which is real either. On another side, my boyfriend has already did his explanation and i never say that i don't believe him nor i do believe him. Its just so hard to listen to both and make decision which to believe. If you love the person, why not take a deep breath and be stoicism? Yes, some might be wondering, till when should i take all this easily. I myself have no idea to it. Yes, i think my boyfriend still love me just that he still wants to mingle around. Boys will always be boys, veritable? I never say that what he did was right but i as his girlfriend, should also understand him. I know he don't fancy this controlling kind of stuff, neither do i. In other way, I'm not saying that i control him nor he control me. There's a limit to everything. So, i just had to calm myself down and take a deep breath and tell myself, everything going to be alright.

On the other note, I've bought my Birkenstock already! Wee, very happy lorr ^^ Now i am still considering to buy that Samsung phone or not. Any idea how much the phone cost without contract? Plus, pay's coming soon! Woo! Happpy! :D

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