I decided to give a proper update a miss since i am not in amood already. Again, i found out something that i don't really wish to happen. Seriously i swear, it broke me into a thousand pieces. Back then, i found out the same thing and i confronted you and you promise me that you won't do it again. With the thought of you going to prove me that you won't do it again, i forgive you. Now, where does the promises go to? You know that i am very pessimism and you always told me not to think all the bad stuff but you yourself are not even helping me to think positively. You prove me all wrong. Girl instinct is much more stronger than guy instinct, heard of that before? So all these while, my instinct is right and will always be. But still, why? For some of you people know, i'm not strong enough to handle this. All i can do is just, break down and cry. Yes, i am that weak.

Ilys.
Happy forth.