Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

Life been really sucky these days and am really abhor and irritated by what had taken place. Some says that i look just fine. Yes, i am fine and trying my very best to hide all those undescribeable feeling that i had these few days.

I've been going out alone just like last on Tuesday. I ended work at 6pm and decided to go shopping all by myself. Went to town and bought myself a couple of apparels from Mango, Topshop and Forever 21. In just a two hours, two hundred gone. I did all this just to cheer myself up. See how i pamper myself, hehe.

Yet again, i was out alone to Bartley, to send my camera for repair. Now, am cameraless :( Can only depends on my phone camera.

Talking about which, looks who's there. Yes, its Samsung F480. Hot hot heat! ^^ What's more, its in Gold. If you were wondering why i say like this, its because i feel like changing my phone :) Yes again. But fat hope because i know neither my dad nor my mum going to buy this phone specially for this *insert your own word* daughter of theirs. Me felt very sad. Yes, very very sad. Very very very sad :( Or maybe, should i just wait for my next pay's to be in? Save money shaf! Save! Save! Haiyo, what's happening to me? Very cudigal, i know. Wait, maybe i should just give this phone a miss because there's more other good stuff on my wish list. Shall consider.

Alright, i'm out now. Suddenly i felt very light-headed. Should turn in now. Tomorrow mid shift :( Goodnight.